You left I am trying my best not to think about it. but after another night of nightmares and waking up with my heart pounding out of my chest. my dreams play so many scenarios where you continually hurt me and i wake up feeling freshly hurt.
being honest with myself I think i still believe that after the summer he will come back. But I can't do that and WHY would i do that. To many lines were crossed and i deserve better. and after a summer of freedom why would i think now he is ready. He deserves nothing.
I hurt badly today. for the loss.
I can't move.
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