Don't wake me from this fantasy

"Wish I could hold you up in my arms
Keep you safe and sound from any harm.
I can't seem to function from this far away
Never did a moment look so dull
Without your color in my day

Oh, it feels so good to hear you speak.

This is where I start to miss you more than I can bare
I hate this distance in between us, I don't think it's fair.
All my time spent wondering
How to stay true to you
But you're not here, and now I fear
I'll never get back to you.

Would have carried you to anywhere you please
Even if my limbs were broken and my body was diseased.
I can't seem to operate from this far away
There's a million littles voices telling me I should've stayed

Oh, it feels so good to hear you speak

This is where I start to miss you more than I can bare
I hate this distance in between us, I don't think it's fair.
All my time spent wondering
How to stay true to you
But you're not here, and now I fear
I'll never get back to you.

My blood aches from trying to make you appear
It's an awful sight to just see me in the mirror

This is where I start to miss you more than I can bare
I hate this distance in between us, I don't think it's fair.
All my time spent wondering
Why I stay true to you
'Cause you're not here, and now it's clear
I'm never going back to you.

No, no I'm never going back to you."

Waking up the morning after we talk is like getting down off a high or sobering up. The night seemed great but then you remember as the sun shines down on the world it isn't just you and I. There is SO much more and I don't get to keep you at the end of the day. Your heart belongs else where and I am back on the shelf.

How am I supposed to feel good when lately it seems like every person would choose someone else over me? Why cant *I* be the one that you are wrapped up in? The only one who you have eyes for and all other girls fail in comparison. .. I guess this is why we can't talk anymore. Why I have to let go. I want you here. You said you would come visit. come now. stay....